Friday, September 26, 2008

They Did IT!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tomorrow, Tomorrow, I love ya.. tomorrow

I have my first ever PS consult tomorrow..... I've already chickened out of one, but not this time. I want a dr to tell me what if anything they can do for this HIDEOUS floppy body! As with a lot of people who've lost a lot of weight...... I look good in clothes, but naked.............. eeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkk!

and my sis is tying the knot to her long time love at the courthouse! She is having a really shitty day today and it is freaking hilarious! Everything from a big zit on her neck to her daughters braces breaking wires....... not to mention getting something stuck in her eye and washing off half her makeup in the office bathroom! LOL I'm trying to coax her into sending me a pic with her phone, but right now she is saying that the camera isn't working! HA

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Help send my Scout to Camp!

Hello all!

My oldest step sons Boy Scout Troop is selling Popcorn as their main Camp fundraiser this year. The cool thing is you can go order online, and have it shipped right to your home. and it is really tasty too! and Band friendly ;)

Please go to:
and use the following order key: TENX56H
This will bring you to a screen that is tied to Cody W.

Their troop is planning a trip to a Colorado Scout camp next year!

Thanks for looking!

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Back to Band Basics Damn it!

TODAY is the day I GMAIG! (get my ass in gear)

I'm am making a REAL effort to eat legal and drink at least ONE glass of water!

So far today:

Coffee w/sf creamer
1 large glass of Calorie Countdown Chocholate Milk (over ice)
1 tuna lunch kit. (which I inhaled and is now coming back up) BLECH!

Lunch: TBA.. looking in my office stash... hmmmmmm my choices:
1. Great Value Chicken Noodle Soup (Cal: 120, Carb 16, Protien 6)
2. Campbells "Chunky" cheddar potato with bacon bits Soup (Cal:320, carb 46, protien 8)
3. Campbells "chunky" steak and baked potato soup( Cal 420, Carb 42, Protien 18)

Looking like #3 for protien and although its a lot of carbs and calories

Dinner: Grilling steak....(the goal will be to eat slowly and chew the hell out of it so that it doesn't come back up)

OK.. so I'm going to publish and go get some water!

Tracy signing off and making a real effort to GMAIG!

Scale 180 today

Friday, September 12, 2008


Nothing much to say, but I wanted to post SOMETHING!

Its raining, and so I went to my favorite place for Potatoe Soup for lunch...

Belly is full.

Eyelids are heavy.

3 hours of work left.


Thursday, September 4, 2008

I feel so fat today!

Yeah, Yeah, come slap me upside the head.. I feel fat in my size 12 jeans! Funny how our perspective changes.... since I've been wearing mainly 10's as of late.

I have been eating like total shit..... I don't know why, I know it must stop.... if only I had a food slapper.... but then it would just piss me off and I would eat anyway....... I know that my pants are tight today and I feel soooooo bloated..

OK.. enough bitching....

The other issue going on is that my mom has been diagnosed with a rare disease

Postirradiation Morphea of the Breast.. in short it is tissue reaction to her prior radiation. (She had breast cancer in 2001, a lumpectomy and radiation) This condition generally appears 6-12 years afer radiation exposure. The affected skin is regenerating and in effect OVER regenerating, so much so that the cells are not being allowed to expand which is making her breast, RED, ITCHY, HOT, and TOUGH... and I mean the texture of a basketball.

They are injecting steriods deep into the tissue... and also gave her an ointment to thin out the skin. The injections are painful THINK INK...this is similar to how they are treating it, except that they have to really press those needles through her basketball texture of her breast... I nearly passed out hearing her scream in pain. It was freaking horrible........ a tray of 10 needles to start... YIKES.

The upside is that something seems to be working, she goes back in 2 weeks for more injections. I will be mentally prepared but I don't know if she will be...

So... anyway.. I have not weighed lately.... I fixed Chili in the crock pot for tonights dinner, and I have a PTA meeting... my 2nd meeting...